Aaaand it's gone.

Edit: Well the jig is up, you may have seen my new one, like I mentioned in this post below I would make that. This new account will be very strictly friends only, though some of my KDE stuff I tag publicly. That's all. Original text below.

I deleted my fedi account because I got tired of how aggressive it all was, and I had so many followers I felt like every move I did, everything I said, was scrutinized by some people. Few of these said people tried to influence my way of thinking, trying to make me agree with them about everything. And if I didn't, that would cause me to be outcasted as the evil one. It was very hard to be myself under the constant scrutiny of 1400 followers. "Ignore the haters" yeah sure but that's not how shit works.

I left twitter long ago (before the rich cunt bought the site), because it had turned already back then into godawful site where "dunking" and being just mean to each other was rewarded. I joined fedi back then, and it was nice, rather safe space for autistic queers like myself. (I say autistic here with love, as I'm part of that.)

Now fedi is very similar to twitter, and the more followers I had the more I felt like I was under constant surveillance. I had my followers set to requests for a while but I kept just accepting people, then at some point just opened the follow requests. I was past of the point where I could just go my follower list and nuke it all without it being a huge operation.

I also don't want to pay extra for a site that constantly makes me feel like shit.

So yeah, my @[email protected] handle is gone. Scalie.zone itself will be gone soon.

As I am glutton for punishment, I will likely join fedi again at some point to share photos of our new snake, but I will make it my own solo instance and not advertise it anywhere. All followers will be vetted through.

Dunno when though, and I will not let you know unless we're close friends.

I'll keep blogging and my matrix @aks:mx.scalie.zone is still there. That's enough social media for me for now.

ps. You can actually follow this blog on fedi, the handle is @[email protected]